Monday, September 13, 2010

The Kanye Factor VMA 2010


This is the infamous photo of the very awkward and shocking  moment last year at the 2009 VMA'S (MTV Video Music Awards)  between country/pop teen princess Taylor Swift, and Rapper/Producer Kanye West. I believe that in general we had all become accustomed to Kanye West and his outbursts and outspoken statements at awards shows but we can all come to agreement that this one trumped them all. we pretty much all know what happened Taylor was about to accept her first VMA when Kanye waltzed up and declared the the award should have went to Beyonce,
(Bey's Reaction to Kanye's Comment)
 a Kanye shoulder shrug or two and he was off backstage, while millions of viewers overloaded twitter and facebook with comments and updates with questions and disbelief. some thought it was a publicity stunt, some even thought it was the work the Illuminati in some crazed music ritual that some how involved Lady Gaga. The sad part is sometimes as fans we go to extremes when it comes to our favorite artists, many Taylor Swift fans could be seen on twitter writing hate messages about Kanye stating that he should have died for what he did, (died .. really people?) or that Taylor Swift is simply famous because of what Kanye did coming from West supporters. (although i believe that this sort of publicity in the entertainment business can help, its not like the girl didn't already have a following and talent to begin with.)

But through a year of controversy & media play Kanye began to open up about his actions about a week before the 2010 VMA's on his twitter page he apologized again to Taylor & the world for what he did .

Some of Kanye's Tweets (follow Kanye @KanyeWest)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Glamorous the Lie

You are so beautiful when you have money
reaching down deep in your pockets
bank account empty

you lie to them

money comes quick and easy on streets
rolling around in cheap look-a-like Bentley's
its easy when you slowly kill people
to live your life
jewelery around necks
less glamorous than the metaphorical nooses you hang yourselves with
less glamorous but more powerful the statement

its blatant to me at least that you
lie to her

for i seen through it
when you said that she was just she
and i ...well I am me

Glamorous the thought of you only loving her
the late nights and phone calls to the other
mis-directed in you phone log as "Mother"

Glamorous the lie

That we are ok with ourselves
surgeries to make noses smaller
asses larger
chemicals make hair straighter
skin lighter
until we are not us
we are them, who are them
not we

far from the truth glamorous the lie
that cant be

sometimes lies come in handy
the truth so real so ugly
the glamorous lies keep us
so much the we know the truth
but the lie is so much better..deeper
so much easier

Glamorous the lie
that keeps it all together

she's poor trying to make ends meet
but her son has the new Jordan's that came out this week
a ps3, flat screen TV
big willie style
she scraps for food to eat
her son all for him
never will he know what she went through
goodwill old clothes that were made new

see beautiful liars make the world spin
not just a song on the charts making her head spin
we live lies to love even when hurts
to get by even when it holds us back
to smile when we cry
to make them love us although we hate them

So Glamorously we lie

Monday, September 6, 2010

new look

I am revamping the look to my blog I think it needs to be more reader friendly .. so if you have any ideas or thoughts let me know .. you can email me taylanee03@gmail.com
Published with Blogger-droid v1.5.8

Loss of words

LOSS OF WORDS

there is no is or an us
or a maybe
no those aren't the words
i wanted there to be an over
a never accompanied by an again
but i couldn't write them down
matter of factly
I'm not even sure i could even write the word write
its stress me out
my words remain lost
i want to find the strength  in my right hand to write the word right down
but it always come out wrong
i draw a "R" but its a "W" and the the r-o-n-g never comes to an i-g-h-t
i don't know i was to save us but like i said the word us no longer exist
my mental dictionary has it sectioned off as none existent
non existent
 i found it easy to write that
but the simple i love you
hmm those words i love you
were something you lacked
or yet they were easy for you to say but
the meanings of the words were blurred in your Webster's dictionary of the soul
hmm
the word but always comes into play
not just in yours but also in my own vocabulary
i love him but
i want to leave him but
we should separate but
he treats me like shit but
i him like this but
he cheated on me but
he likes her but...
i dong those three letters were so easy to type..
so easy but how heavy the definition
but, yet, so
i guess the words i need to learn to write
are let and go
i don't know
i continue to
hold on
on
on hold on
to you
but with what words to choose
i don't know
at a lost for words but i know its YOU

Friday, September 3, 2010

Coffee

I've never seen coffee
the hot Espresso smooth and awakening
i never had the chance to know the cream
not half and half nor skimmed
thick heavy fattening cream
making coffee so light its lost in goodness
yeah
i never got a chance to
never got a chance to burn my tongue
even though it clearly stated "caution contents may be hot"
oh to experience the thought
of Coffee
iced or covered in a fancy phrase
elegant latte, mocha chinos, double shots
i beg the thought
of coffee
they have all become addicted
first thing in the morning lifted
long nights at work predicted
coffee the ticket
yet i never truly tasted
Coffee
I gave up on trying
I know
how can one give up on something so bitter and yet sweet
tempting the thought
but everyone seems to know you
everyone seems so addicted
just like coffee is supposed to be
yea i guess
popular you are
but i need coffee in turn to be addicted to me
Coffee